yun hota to kya hota

naah, am not talking about the movie (i believe there is one by this name!). just musing about everything that's gone by and everything's that's going to come. i am sure all of us do feel the "what-if" question. what if i'd given it one chance; what if i'd tried; what if i chose this (or that)". so often i have thought about this, wondering what if i'd just taken that chance. how difficult would it have been? would life have been different - better or worse?

i guess i just stuck to my comfort zone then, not realising i must be trampling upon some wishes and hopes. i guess i was a coward, taking the safe way.

no, i don't regret it, not everything, that is. but yes, there could have been something else, who knows, something nicer or something worse...

to start again

I've been wondering where to pick up the threads again. Been wondering how to start writing again. i guess i was looking for that 'perfect' topic to start with. what should i write on? family? love, friendship? office, home? i finally got tired of waiting to figure that out :-)

so here i am again, writing about a whole lot of things that might mean nothing to most and a lot to some. :-)

more later...