Saturday, December 10, 2011

just - 10 december 2011

been thinking for so long to write a little something, that it kind of seems jinxed now! everytime i'd sit to pen down a line or 2, a little nagging something would just halt me.

maybe i have been more distracted than ever before. now there's suddenly so much to do, chores just don't end. and yet, sometimes, i just feel blank... as if i just need to stop, think and just do nothing. a little loneliness and so many thoughts crowd my mind; sometimes i feel i am slipping away into oblivion. what is this space that confuses my mind so. my thoughts are a complete jumble now; nothing makes sense anymore.

things i wanted, craved for are finally mine to hold, and yet, what is that little something that's missing? is this my destiny? to be in search forever? to continuously move, to not rest, to hold on and then to let go?

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