she thinks -
"remember the time you wrote 'always will'? well, did you really mean it then? today i again opened one of our letters and read; and re-read. what happens to promises? time really does create a distance and difference between people, doesn't it? sure, we shared a lot - love, fear, hopes, maybe a dash of future too. but now it's all done and over. that, what we had, will never come back. we've both moved on, we have separate lives, new hopes and futures to look forward to. why then, do i still hang on to some of the threads of the past? is it really the past?
am i being too selfish now? i did hurt you a lot then, didn't i? and yet i want to go back to the time when 'we' was all that mattered. well, sometimes i do. it's so strange - i kept flitting between things i should never have and let go of the one thing that would have been mine. strange our life's ways...
what is this whole 'forever'? is there really something that lasts lifetimes? that spans through life and death and beyond. or is it just a sham to make us dreamers carry on in some hope of things that are never meant to be. maybe you have an answer to all this? maybe you don't. who knows..."
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